Push O Rama

100 miles an hour

Movin so so fast

Try to grab on quickly

To a dream you want to last

Speed of light

Push it to the brink

Things don’t move quickly

Doesn’t mean its gonna sink

Take it easy slow it down

Stop to take a look around

Gather information

Don’t push around

Press forward fast

Trying to be crowned

Not everything is sudden

Satisfaction guaranteed

Speed of light and success

Not only way to succeed

Let life happen in its pace

Not everything is a race

Push to its designated place

Have patience

And you might get a taste

Of what you cant get with haste

Everything doesn’t happen

At a 100 mile per hour pace

Can You See......Me?

I wish

You could

See me

Who I am

But instead

You see

Only

What your

Mind

Created

From a past

I had nothing to do with.

Can I break you free

From that world

Of mistrust

Of pain

Of heartbreak

Set you free

With me

Should I try

To breakthrough

The shield

Or armor

Hold myself out there

Dangling

Hanging

Waiting

For the wall to break.

Moving on is better for me

Better for my soul

Better for me

But maybe

Not

Maybe if you could see

Me

We could be

Happy.

Moth To The Flame

Men men

Make me spin

Bring me up

Bring me down again

Turn me inside out again

Pull of men

Like a moth to flame

Wrong one picked

You might go insane

No resisting

Its no use

There’s no gain

Resist and you

Go insane

Some try to resist

I’ve witnessed this

They’re always pissed

Irritated at every tryst

No hope of happiness

Men hold it in their kiss

Men men

Make me spin

Bring me up

Bring me down again

Turn me inside out again

Love Was My Master

Love was my master

Created disaster

I let it lead

Me to my knees

Blinded by the vision

Of never a division

Love was my master

Created disaster

I let it lead

Me to my knees

Love to anger

Anger to hate

Love was my master

Created disaster

I let it lead

Me to my knees

Riding With A Dirty Rat

Bullshit bullshit bullshit

What a load of crap

Took a ride of bullshit

From a dirty rat

Lies lies lies

Taken for a ride

Money was the prize

Torn to shreds inside

Believe believe believe

In a dirty thief

Chew me up spit me out

Makes it hard to breathe

Trust again trust again

Only to be screwed

Makes it really hard

To believe in any dude

Victimized Victimized

Until finally realized

Life is much too short

To be screwed by a dork.

Dahli Lama this one now

Kick it to the curb

Another day of anguish

Is just fucking absurd

Crash and Burn Until You Learn

Crash and burn

Guts get churned

Mind gets turned

Gotta learn

See with eyes

Never cry

See the heart

Torn apart

Time heals all

Big and small

Still takes a toll

While it rolls

Do the right

Strong day & night

End the plight

Of heartless blight

Crash and burn

Guts get churned

Mind gets turned

Gotta learn

I Am Alive But Barely

Death in my heart

Torn apart

I am alive

But barely

You wanted to go

I let you

You forced me

I am alive

But barely

Thoughts of words passed

Where love seemed real

Was it?

Or was it only me?

I am alive

But barely

I wish I could erase

You from my mind

Let it go easy

But my love was real

I am alive

But barely

I dreamed we were together

Happy again like before

Woke up and faced reality

I am alive

But barely

Facing life without you

Is hard as hell

Hell created by words

So you could go

Doesn’t make it easier

I am alive

But barely

Time heals all

Wish it went faster

This pain is unbearable

But there is no going back

You don’t love me anymore

I am alive

But barely

LIVIN IT MAD

I hate you all

And you all suck

If I come by

You better duck

The world is mad

Now I’m mad too

To be otherwise

Makes me the fool

So you better run

When I come

Or I’ll punch you hard

Until you’re spun.

This is the way

We all need to be

So glad I can

Finally see

Thanks to everyone

That attacked me

And finally convinced me.

Forgive and Forget Not Always The Right Bet

How many apologies does one get

When they keep treating you like a pet

Treat you bad and expect you to forget

Until your heart’s a total wreck?

Love is powerful it’s true

But abusing its power and being rude

Isn’t love’s nourishing food

It’s just an evil tool of people being cruel.

Sometimes we all slip up it’s true

Act like extremely stupid boobs

And love’s forgiveness is truly cool

But better watch what you do

Or love will be seriously through with you.

So next time you think to be cruel

To the one you love and act like a tool

Just know that forgiveness may not come

And love you’ve enjoyed might be finally undone.

And for those whose love forgives abuse

When too many apologies speak truth

And your heart feels broken in two

Take care that you don’t grab the noose

Just end it all and cut that jerk off loose.

INLAWS! HELLS BELLS!

I went to my in laws today

It went the same way

As it has every other day

Bored to death and having to stay.

Try to be polite and kind

Can’t do it right every time

Sometimes I just lose my mind.

Doting mothers adults turn weak

Makes me sick ‘till I can’t speak

Can’t stand to see any adult seek

That blubbering sappy little kid tweak.

Controlling tendencies come to play

Make sure you don’t stand in the way

There might be hell to pay

Just stay quiet and have nothing to say.

Odd men out stand on the side

Married into exclusionary pride

No one wants to take that ride

Makes you want to puke inside.

Expectations are high

Participate in the family pride

With an exclusionary side

Odd man out on the ride.

I think I’ll have the perpetual flu

That’s the best thing to do

Get away from inlaw blues

And keep it perpetually real and true

Living in the red white and blue.

DEEZ WANTS YOU ON YOUR KNEES!

Here comes that stupid fool Deez

He’s such a jerk he makes me so peeved

Has that serious control everybody disease

Wants everyone to get on their knees.

What’s wrong with him anyway

Who made him turn out that way

Turn everyone in without getting paid

That deal is ridiculous every day.

Maybe he’s a secretly hidden dominatrix

And this is part of his disgusting bag of tricks

Whenever he gives out a snitch ticket

He immediately sexually responds to it.

Whatever get’s that jerk off high

We know he can’t be a very happy guy

Everyone against him ‘till he dies

And living life with those deformed fat thighs.

Hey Deez what’s that you say

You don’t like the way we play

Then turn around and go the other way

We don’t care what you say on any day

We live it our way

You ridiculous human display

Of control freak in the way

Of happy days of play.

HA! There he goes

Running like a little dummy ho

What’s he going to tell the store?

We hurt his feelings?Boo Hoo

WHAT A HOLE!

HA HA forget about him let’s go

Have some fun and play some more

He ‘s not ever going to change anymore

That freak will be a snitchy geek for ever more

And eventually everyone will show him the door.

Here Chicky Chicky

Hey chicky come over here

Let me whisper in your ear

Buy you a bunch of beer

Take away all your fears.

Hey I’m not your type

That’s alright

Enough beers tonight

And I’ll look out of sight.

You don’t drink

Well that just stinks

Takes me to the brink

What if I buy you a mink?

That’s right I have money

I’m what you’re looking for honey

I’m even pretty funny

Even have a six pack tummy.

Does that help tonight

To forget I’m not your type

It really isn’t hype

Go with me and you’ll be more

Than alright.

I’m just looking for a chick

Who knows all the tricks

To keep my life hip

Even though I’m a drip.

Won’t tell her more

Like how she’ll have to be my ho

How I won’t let her ever walk out the door

Make her sweep my dirty floors

For ever more.

Let her find out later

When feelings are greater

Then start telling her I hate her

After I capture the heart of this player.

So you want to go with me?

Step into my Porsche you’ll see

How great life will be

After you give your heart to me.

I’m going to make you mine

‘Till the end of time

Give you a life that’s fine

Never have to work the mine

Life filled with only good times.

Cool step right in

Don’t worry about the sin

This is where life begins

You’ve made the right decision.

Later…..

What’s that? I’m just a one night stand?!

Thought you wanted to take my hand!

Walk with me forever through the sand!

Make me forever your man!

Piece of meat !

That’s all you see!

You just felt horny!

Think I’m too corny?!

Whatever I don’t care

Really wanted to pull your hair

Give you a life you couldn’t bear

So just go on get outta here

And no! you can’t have a beer!

RAH RAH TELL ME ABOUT IT!

Rah Rah tell me all about

The good life that you tout

Makes me want to pout

And throw you out.

I can’t seem to tell you

Don’t want you to feel blue

But this high living truth

Made me break a tooth.

I’m glad your life is great

But please give me a break

I just can’t bear to take

The constant tale of your fabulous fate.

Hear it constantly

Should that get me to believe

I can live that reality

You’re no better than me

Is that what you see?

First I need the chance

To do that money dance

Develop a romance

Maybe then I too can prance.

Until that day comes

Quit making me undone

By telling me relentlessly

How great your life’s become.

It makes me sad

Makes me mad

Thoughts get bad

Think I’m glad

You ‘re off more than a tad.

Let’s just keep it now and then

That way we can stay friends

Unless you have money to lend

That has no end

So I can live just like

My friend

Otherwise this has to end

And change to only now and then.

OH CRAP! HERE COMES JACK!

Run away Run away

Here comes Jack he wants to play

He’ll just get in our way

Of having a wonderful day.

First he’ll tell us he wants to play

Then start complaining about his day

Doesn’t he know that’s not the way

To have a wonderful fabulous day?

We all have crap we can’t stand

And would change if it we can

And we would rather hear the band

Then listen to Jack’s complaining stance.

Didn’t anyone ever teach that fool

To let it all go and play it cool

Having fun should sometimes rule

And Jack’s complaining makes him a tool.

Damn he saw us now what to do

We could just pretend it’s cool

And quickly end all talk with this fool

Invite him along and we’re the tool.

Hey Jack how’s it been

No don’t know the sorry state you’re in

Crap that stuff sounds like a real sin

Sure it would have us too on pins.

Well we gotta go

We’re are getting cold

And it might snow

And she hurt her toe.

God! He’s still the same

Will Jack ever change?

Whatever at least we don’t play that game

That dude is just seriously lame.

We know that life can suck for everyone

But live our life without the scum

That can’t live life without acting dumb

By telling us every stinking crumb

Of how they’re life has become undone

That’s always the death to all fun

And those dudes are seriously sickly spun

Too bad they don’t know they’re dumb.

Run after that money son! RUN!

See that money run

Run and chase it son

Just like everyone

Who lives under the sun.

You’ll hate all money when

You don’t have any to spend

When you do have it then

You’ll fall in love with it again.

Keep on running after it every day

Two days off to run and play

Run run run every other day

Many bills will need to be paid.

It costs to live living ain’t free

Pretty soon may have to buy the air we breathe

Stay away from credit that’s a disease

Loans will only bring you to your knees.

Hey! Here comes more money running by

Hurry son run fast you can catch it if you try

There’s no time for a pain in the side!

You’ll have to run faster than that to survive!

Bunny Has The Last Laugh HA HA HA!

Is that Bunny Makalee

Didn’t she get hurt kneeling on her knees

Climbing up that work tree

Trying to get rich and freed?

Yah Yah I think that is her

I recognize that fur

That matching purse

She wore it to that funeral

With the colorful hearse.

Hi Bunny how have you been

Haven’t seen you forever friend

What kind of shape is your knee in?

What’s that? You had a win?

Won the lottery spin?

Married a zillionaire?

This is starting to seem unfair

Does he act like a brutish bear?

Does he make you scratch and tear?

What?! He is honest and fair?

Hey we’re getting outta here

I can’t listen to that dream

Being treated like a queen

No one lives that scene

That scene’s only in your dream.

Ha Ha Ha I knew it!

Had me going with that bit!

No No it’s fine I can handle it

But really glad you ended that shit.

We were ready to go away

See you never after today

Cause zillionaires never play

With people who work all day.

As long as you’re still one of us

What? What about that lottery stuff?

That wasn’t part of the joking bluff?

Wow do you think there’s enough

To give some of it to us?

Hey we were on your side

When you climbed outside

Trying to make it the other side

She even cried.

Yah it’s true

I cried and supported you

When you did what we should do

To break free from work servitude.

Both of us felt blue

When we thought you got screwed

No No it wasn’t us laughing at you.

Anyway just thought we’d try

Since now you have a very rich life

While our life is filled with financial strife

We didn’t think it would cut like a knife.

Everyone always begs you for money?

What did you think it would be like honey?

Not everyone’s day is quite so sunny

The rest of all of us find your attitude funny!

You have to give give give

When you have plenty to give

Allow the rest of us to live.

It’s not your prerogative

“Cause if you refuse

It’s us you’ll loose

And it won’t be cool

Sitting alone like a fool.

What’s that? You have new friends?

Joined a club of people with lottery wins?

Don’t care about what shape we’re in?

Living the good life end to end?

Hey, that’s all we have to say

So guess we won’t see you after today

Whatever we don’t really care

And by the way what’s with your hair?

Man, what’s up with her?

Didn’t her daddy teach her to share?

And what was with that stupid hair?

She needs lots of Nair

Hey let’s just shut up and get outta here

On our way back let’s stop for beer.

Has the Queen Fallen?

I’m not in the mood for a gangsta flick

And don’t want to watch a boxing clip

Are those the only picks

That you will agree to sit

With me a little bit?

What happened to your peacock wings

That fluttered and bowed to your lovely queen

When you would do almost anything

To make me laugh and sing?

Am I a conquered concubine?

Maybe I wasn’t the marrying kind

If this is what happens after you’re mine

And it means the end to loving times.

Another guy may be what you need

He will be more appreciative and pleased

To spend some time with me

Bring you back to reality.

I’m not prepared to sit

Quietly by being bored to death

While you focus on a gangsta flick

Or some old boring boxing clip.

My crown is still on isn’t it

Or did you dupe me with that sh*t

Are you doing what grandpa did

Saying you adored me was just a trick?

It’s time to pay attention to me

Your gracious and most beautiful queen

I’m am everything I seemed

When you saw me in your dreams.

What? You don’t want to watch t.v?

Want to go with me and see

If we could spend time happily

Enjoying the company of you and me?

Gladness that you still can see

The happiness when you’re loving me

Because I am a needy queen

That needs to see your peacock wings

And hear the bells of love songs sing

After that I will do anything

For my lover king.

SHOULD WE TALK TO DORI DAY?

Look over there it’s Dori Day

Didn’t everyone talk bad about her yesterday

No one had anything pleasant to say

Maybe we should just walk the other way.

It doesn’t matter whether it’s true or not

We’ll be out of the group if we get caught

Spending time with Dori is too hot

If our friends see us we’ll fall from the top.

By the way have you ever talked to her

Do you know whether she’s bad or good

Maybe she’s just misunderstood

And not at all ridiculous and rude.

It could be we are being tricked

And she is better than these other dicks

They actually talk about everyone like they’re shit

And tell us what to do never letting us even think about it.

Maybe we should go our own way

Go over there and talk to Dori Day

Not listen to what the others say

And start making our own decisions everyday.

That way we won’t make mistakes

When others tell us who to hate

Because they may just not appreciate

People that are actually really great.

Maybe it’s too risky for the image they create

Of being better for better’s sake

And there’s nothing bad about Dori Day

She’s just got caught in the way

Of egos that need to feel better than someone else each day.

It’s true we will be out of the group

If we begin to live in truth

But if we don’t we’ll have no couth

And live a life that’s a ruse.

And we might miss out on a ton of good friends

Even have more fun than the group we’re in

Hey this is sounding better then

Doing what we’re told again.

Hi Dori how’s your day?

We are seeing you through another way

And we wanted to know if you want to play

Lets’s all go off this way

And have a fun day.

Wow Dori Day was really great

I’m so glad we didn’t make the mistake

Of listening to others who want to create

A world where everyone separates

From talking lies that breed hate

Just to make them feel better for better’s sake.