Zero Distance

Combine

Intertwine

Zero distance

Your are mine

For a time

But in my memory

You will be mine forever

Alien Loves Earth

Love Was My Master

Love was my master

Created disaster

I let it lead

Me to my knees

Blinded by the vision

Of never a division

Love was my master

Created disaster

I let it lead

Me to my knees

Love to anger

Anger to hate

Love was my master

Created disaster

I let it lead

Me to my knees

I Am Alive But Barely

Death in my heart

Torn apart

I am alive

But barely

You wanted to go

I let you

You forced me

I am alive

But barely

Thoughts of words passed

Where love seemed real

Was it?

Or was it only me?

I am alive

But barely

I wish I could erase

You from my mind

Let it go easy

But my love was real

I am alive

But barely

I dreamed we were together

Happy again like before

Woke up and faced reality

I am alive

But barely

Facing life without you

Is hard as hell

Hell created by words

So you could go

Doesn’t make it easier

I am alive

But barely

Time heals all

Wish it went faster

This pain is unbearable

But there is no going back

You don’t love me anymore

I am alive

But barely

Stomping The Heart What A Sin!

Break my heart in two

Did it feel good?

Did it make you high?

Did it fill you with pride?

To rip me up inside

Love is a dirty word

Coming from your lips

Love isn’t pain

You stupid fucking drip

Have the guts to walk away

Not rip me in two before that day

Speaking your evil words of pain

Force me to send you away.

How could you do this to me

Leave me trashed and broken you dweeb

Just so you could run free

You didn’t have to force me on my knees

Make my heart bleed.

To be free.

Decades gone and no respect

Living in a destitute crypt

Sad displays of evil piss

Repetitive degrading hiss.

I’ll survive it’s true

But you could have been true blue

Giving me what I deserve

After loving and respecting you.

You didn’t have to try to break me in two

Especially after all I did for you.

Pick Off The Crust

Time in time

The same crime

Focus my mind

Love is blind

How could I not see

The hate you have for me

Wish to be loved the poison seed

Let you commit your heartless deed.

Is there no love for me

In the world of the blue sea

Thought you were the one

Love undone.

Survival is a tough game

Way beyond the money lane

Trust only to be deceived

Love only to be diseased.

Maybe one day someone real

In the meantime accept the deal

Of once again left in the dust

After taking off the crust

Get out and survive this one’s a bust.

Forgive and Forget Not Always The Right Bet

How many apologies does one get

When they keep treating you like a pet

Treat you bad and expect you to forget

Until your heart’s a total wreck?

Love is powerful it’s true

But abusing its power and being rude

Isn’t love’s nourishing food

It’s just an evil tool of people being cruel.

Sometimes we all slip up it’s true

Act like extremely stupid boobs

And love’s forgiveness is truly cool

But better watch what you do

Or love will be seriously through with you.

So next time you think to be cruel

To the one you love and act like a tool

Just know that forgiveness may not come

And love you’ve enjoyed might be finally undone.

And for those whose love forgives abuse

When too many apologies speak truth

And your heart feels broken in two

Take care that you don’t grab the noose

Just end it all and cut that jerk off loose.

Has the Queen Fallen?

I’m not in the mood for a gangsta flick

And don’t want to watch a boxing clip

Are those the only picks

That you will agree to sit

With me a little bit?

What happened to your peacock wings

That fluttered and bowed to your lovely queen

When you would do almost anything

To make me laugh and sing?

Am I a conquered concubine?

Maybe I wasn’t the marrying kind

If this is what happens after you’re mine

And it means the end to loving times.

Another guy may be what you need

He will be more appreciative and pleased

To spend some time with me

Bring you back to reality.

I’m not prepared to sit

Quietly by being bored to death

While you focus on a gangsta flick

Or some old boring boxing clip.

My crown is still on isn’t it

Or did you dupe me with that sh*t

Are you doing what grandpa did

Saying you adored me was just a trick?

It’s time to pay attention to me

Your gracious and most beautiful queen

I’m am everything I seemed

When you saw me in your dreams.

What? You don’t want to watch t.v?

Want to go with me and see

If we could spend time happily

Enjoying the company of you and me?

Gladness that you still can see

The happiness when you’re loving me

Because I am a needy queen

That needs to see your peacock wings

And hear the bells of love songs sing

After that I will do anything

For my lover king.