I Am Alive But Barely



Death in my heart

Torn apart

I am alive

But barely


You wanted to go

I let you

You forced me

I am alive

But barely


Thoughts of words passed

Where love seemed real

Was it?

Or was it only me?

I am alive

But barely


I wish I could erase

You from my mind

Let it go easy

But my love was real

I am alive

But barely


I dreamed we were together

Happy again like before

Woke up and faced reality

I am alive

But barely


Facing life without you

Is hard as hell

Hell created by words

So you could go

Doesn’t make it easier

I am alive

But barely


Time heals all

Wish it went faster

This pain is unbearable

But there is no going back

You don’t love me anymore

I am alive

But barely