CHAPTER ONE
Day has just started out
Ring ring the phone is buzzing
Quick look down just to prepare for whatever it is
That number is foreign but that’s not unusual
I get calls from all over and everywhere
That’s a typical business day
But today my criminal has decided to call
He doesn’t ever call at all
Maybe a time or two in the past two years
In between that time
Thousands upon thousands of texts
Until technology improved and his texts could finally be
blocked too
Changing your number can be lethal in business
And victimizing myself further by changing it
Wasn’t something I wanted to do
So my criminal sent his texts without stopping
Not even, it seemed sometimes, for even a second
It’s the way my criminal tries to stay on his mark
He wants me to pay him money
He is an extortionist
The police are too busy at the moment
Definitely due to economic hard times
To concern themselves with criminals
Especially where they think the victims can handle it like
in this case
This isn’t people being beaten and raped
I’ve seen that with my own eyes down here
A girl walking in the early mornings
Dazed and confused from the date rape drug
She’d been definitely abused
Even I was drugged by other criminals roaming this town’s
beach bar scene
Who I won a pool game against
It was the winning drink
I should have noticed
I didn't
This is a crazy town
I don’t really blame the police
I see how busy they are
And I know there are way too many to get ‘em all
But I do wonder why they are wasting time with a pot bust
Way I look at it bringing a criminal extortionist down is
more valuable
But I don’t make the decisions for them obviously
And being a person they think is strong and stable doesn’t
make for much sympathy as a victim of a criminal like this
This town has one of the most beautiful beaches in the world
Too bad scum exists in droves here too
I guess everyone likes the beach
He never calls
I wasn’t expecting it
He just said one line quick and hung up the phone
My first reaction was to block this new number
But I hit it forgetting how to block a number because his is
the only one I have had to block since I have been using cell phones.
It showed it was dialing his number instead but I hung up
before the connection was made
I then spent a few seconds more trying to figure out how to
block his new number but as the seconds ticked by my body was increasing its
reaction.
If I wasn’t going to act out emotionally my body was going
to react for me
My brain started up working on it too
All sorts of things like calling him back and telling him
how screwed he is
But that’s no good he would just lie about what was said
adding on to all the rest of his lies and it really wouldn’t help in anyway
either.
He is a real criminal lunatic not one that you feel sorry
for
but he tries to play that hand
even did to me too.
Its how I
got sucked in to meeting him
in the first place.
It was a set up
he had another
operative working for him and I met her before I met him.
They pretended not to
know each other
but I figured it out in the end.
This criminal has pushed so hard
there were times that
peaceful me was ready to kill him
but I think the worst reaction to a criminal and the
ultimate failure is to become a criminal yourself. Plus if I killed him
I would become the ultimate victim by doing prison time
for ridding the earth of scum
and of
course more importantly hell for eternity is not in my plan;
but I am not so sure that God
would
actually have a problem with
killing
this
dirty
rat.
Sometimes its actually fun in a twisted way of course to think about setting him up where
I can
run after him on horseback while he is running on foot
stumbling is
involved
I am shooting at him like a wild west story
and he is the horse
thief.
I couldn’t do anything like a bullet for every victim
because he has had
too many victims
he would look like Swiss cheese when I was through;
but that is not
such a bad idea after all really.
Truth is if he ever does anything that would allow me the
opportunity to justifiably kill him
I would do it.
Target practice proves I am
capable.
Damn this is putting a crimp in my day for sure
And I took it easy on work yesterday so I really can’t miss
too much time today
They would start wondering what is going on
I don’t want that
I’ve wasted hours already just thinking about this
He wants that
If you don’t think about him he has no effect
But I already know that’s impossible 100% of the time
I am his victim and he is my criminal
And this story actually started years and years ago before I
knew he existed.
