CHAPTER 37 MY OWN CRIMINAL RAT


When I was growing up monsters were what you didn’t believe in when you are an adult. It defined that transition as much as puberty changes did.  It’s a lie we are told as children so we will agree to take on this whole life with gusto that every child needs to actually succeed and survive against the fear of it.  But monsters are real they are all around us from the best neighborhoods to the worst; there is no safe place. Even places where everyone knows each other monsters exist; they’re everywhere.

This monster is more than a pain in my neck he disgusts me. How did this guy get away with this for so long? Systems that bulge with crime so that monsters are sent back into our streets to continue their terror is our reality.  When monsters serve little or no time the crimes begin to pay off instead of proving up that crime doesn’t pay and more monsters stay monsters.  But this guy has escaped any real time yet because he has worked this out so they never think he is doing anything exactly that “illegal”.  The police that have gone after him have all walked away with reductions of charges to back out on the street so quick he knows he got away with it every time. Their response has fueled him on.

Prison is the place our society would put this devil if law enforcement did something. But in some ways his evil is so grand over decades of time that now and then it seems death may be more of the right choice. His crime is one to push you to the edge so that you give him your hard earned money. He doesn’t work and never has just living off everyone since the day he was born. There is no redemption here this is a life sentence straight to hell.  But why not make that moment where he finally goes to hell quicker? All this guy has ever given anyone is pain. He gets gleeful at exacting that pain to a degree that sometimes I think he is more of a demon then a plain monster. 

Most people don’t believe demons are real but I know there are; they work on their own and they lead groups and sometimes they even lead nations of people into heinous despair and destitution; souls getting lost to the devil in the great war of God and the devil.  The devil is at it and we are at war.

Prison term for this demon is 5 years but he would, because of too many monsters in our society, be let out in only two years and he would be back at it. He doesn’t know how to be anything but a monster and I am sure he doesn’t want to be anything but a monster either. But kill this monster and get caught and you are facing decades of imprisonment and more years then he gets for doing this to people. Go figure? Is that justice?

Law enforcement isn’t the answer even to begin with. Out here there are so many violent monsters that they don’t pay attention to monsters like this. They just leave you to be victimized; handle it yourself. They don’t have time for every monster and we have to then fight those monsters alone.  Doesn’t the leave me the right to decide what to do about it on my own? If they can’t take care of it or won’t what is the answer? If the law of society fails to protect you and you are left to protect yourself why should the law of that society be able to judge your response to it? That failure should mean all bets are off.

But I have learned that he hasn’t been working at this alone. Saw the large one that is definitely the enforcer for this group. I would have to kill all three. This is going to take some thinking and planning; but its time to end it.