CHAPTER 24 MY OWN CRIMINAL RAT


Johnny woke up after hours after his sleeping coma with a jolt. His body in it’s own panic uncontrolled bringing him upright his muscles resisting. He returned to coherence looking around the tiny white room. His last 48 hours came back as a quick fire flash of images while body acids rose from his depths.  Pounding his chest he gagged thinking about the mashed potato gruel of Marabelle He knew he was back at Tara’s but he was not sure if she was in the apartment.  Johnny decided to put his ear to the door before opening it to avoid any surprises. He knew how angry women he put in these situations could get. Hearing nothing he slowly cracked the door open and peered through.  It was getting dark again but he could see through to the small living room and kitchen and saw no sign that Tara had even returned.

He happily walked out and headed towards the kitchen straight into the refrigerator to see what Tara had that he could eat. He was hoping that she was stocked up with groceries so he could make himself a feast while he caressed his hungry stomach.  When he opened the refrigerator he froze. There were only a few items in it and had the definite appearance of being cleaned out. He sat and stared as a new realization washed over him while anger swelled inside him on the thought that Tara cleared out.  He raced around the apartment looking for any sign of Tara’s personal items to dissuade him from believing this but everything he found made clear that Tara wasn’t living there anymore.  “HOW COULD SHE DO THIS TO ME! THAT ROTTEN BITCH! DOESN’T SHE KNOW I’M A GOD! DOESN’T SHE UNDERSTAND THAT SHE HAS TO TAKE CARE OF ME!” Johnny screamed over and over again as he wandered back and forth through the apartment until the last of his energy was drained. He pushed his hands into his pants pockets in frustration and was surprised to feel something down deep in his left pocket. He pulled it out and saw a small white piece of paper that was folded that he did not recollect putting there. It was folded without any sure plan and as he picked it open he saw the writing of the woman.

It had the name Brian on it with a telephone number along with the note “3 days $20,000 5 days radio play”. Johnny was suddenly overcome with happiness and excitement knowing that this was the time for him to call Brian the DJ and get the money from him.  It was also finally the real beginning of his musical rock god rise. With his music played on KPOK he would be heard all over Los Angeles. Johnny ran over to the phone grabbing it with his greedy hands one by one dialing the numbers. ‘”Hello?” Johnny heard Brian’s voice just as strong as it had been that day in the radio station.  Johnny reveled in taking him down especially since he had him removed from the premises. He knew that once Brian played his music all those people that had seen him be thrown out by security would believe he had been wronged and he could hardly contain himself.  Johnny felt like a true pro after how well the last one went and how easy it was and he quickly started detailing his path of destruction that would occur if Brian did not give in to Johnny’s demands. Brian sat silent as Johnny spoke until Johnny ended “So what’s it going to be BRIAN?” he said as he felt his skinny chest swell. Dead silence came back to Johnny until Johnny felt uneasy. He screamed “WHATS IT GOING TO BE BRIAN? I WILL RUIN YOU! I WILL MAKE YOUR LIFE A LIVING HELL! YOU BETTER DO THE RIGHT THING HERE!”

The click on the other end of the phone sounded like a hammer in Johnny’s ears. He could not believe Brian hung up on him. He struggled to dial the numbers again as fast as he could so he would not lose his momentum. The phone rang and rang but Brian did not pick it up again. Johnny called again and again letting the phone ring and ring and ring time and time again. He felt that Brian would eventually break down if he kept consistent pressure on him until finally he fell asleep with the Brian’s phone ringing in his ears.

Johnny woke up a few hours later from the clanging buzzing of the phone having gone dead on the other end but still off the hook in Johnny’s hand. He hung the phone up and headed out the door his hunger now driving his every move unable to think of anything else. He walked with determination towards the boulevard near Tara’s house where he could pick up a trick and make some money fast. His mouth dried from being without any real food for so long he didn’t think he could suck any guy off so he was hopeful he could find one to suck him but worried he was too hungry to give any kind of finale.  As soon as he hit the boulevard he was relieved that it was still very active. The later the better when it came to making money here and he felt his spirits rise.  Johnny approached the first passing car to make his money quickly and get some food. “Hey sexy what would you like tonight?” He kept his voice almost to a whisper to entice the trick. “I’d like to do many things and I have big money to pay you for all of it.” The man in the car wore a check blue and white cotton shirt and khaki pants and looked harmless to Johnny. He got excited that he had scored a big fish but he was so hungry that he almost passed out on his car before he could answer. “What’s the matter eh? Are you sick? Geez I think I’ll pass on you tonight” the man pushed his hands away from the car as he pressed the gas moving the car forward almost tumbling Johnny to the ground.

As Johnny sought to regain his footing a van pulled up next to him and Rooskie jumped out grabbed him and threw him into through the open side door.  Johnny didn’t have the energy to struggle and stayed where Rooskie had thrown him hoping that he would be taking him to the woman’s house where he could finally eat.  Johnny jostled about in the van lying on his back as Rooskie drove on not speaking a word to Johnny. He drifted back to sleep as the van raced forward.

When Johnny woke up again he felt even weaker now. He didn’t move from where he was lying realizing he was still in the van. It had stopped moving and Rooskie was no longer in it.  It was morning now and small green leaves tapped on the window ready to play in the new day. Suddenly Johnny heard a whooshing sound and the van door opened and the woman appeared. She stood in the stance of an old time cowboy ready to win the shoot out staring at Johnny looking down on him without speaking a word. Suddenly Johnny felt hands pushed under his body as Rooskie ‘s body came forward lifted him and carried him out of the van.  Just as Johnny relaxed in the heavy arms of Rooskie feeling like a child in the comfort of his father’s hands Rooskie dropped him on the ground as he growled “You dirty stupid rat fuck.” The woman repositioned herself and stood above Johnny her head blocking the bright sun behind her. Her entire body was dressed in shadows of darkness and it prevented Johnny from seeing any detail as her voice spoke steady low and firm “You fucked this one up Johnny! You better figure out a way to fix it quick or I am going to let Rooskie have his way! I had Brian good to go but you went too far, too fucking far and he is not going to pay anything now! We need to cut loose on this one and get out of town now it’s hot and its all your fucking fault! He’s says he is going to call the police! Your HOT!” Johnny replied fast putting his hand up maneuvering it trying desperately to block the light so he could see the woman’s facial detail to evaluate the her response, as he spoke, “We don’t have to leave I can fix this! I can! He will still pay because I will report him to the radio station and that will put pressure on him and I will keep calling him all the time I MEAN ALL THE TIME and go to the PRESS and ruin him publicly and HE WILL PAY!!!” His hand dropped, as he was relieved to see the woman’s face relax. For a minute nothing happened and then the woman began to speak again her pace was quick“ Your calling him all night is what put us here actually, but come to think about it, that just might work on him if you make a formal complaint with the radio station too and fast like today! The woman stepped back from Johnny slightly and he could see how beautiful the woman was again. She continued “That will probably keep him from going to the police because he will have the complaint at work to deal with to keep him plenty busy trying to save his ass and maybe just maybe he wont call the police!. I like it here and my religious scam is working really well with these LA people I don’t want to leave and I want to crack your neck for this one! This should have been easy! He was talking about calling the police and you already have unsettled trouble on that end! But, but, but “ she stuttered as she rubbed her hand against her face until her voice rose again now with pleasured excitement “You keep at it, YES! YES! YES! Go right away and make a written complaint to KPOK about him and make it good! I will drop the price with him right now and if we’re going to have to dump the radio play time but yes, yes, yes, we can probably still make some good change quickly from Brian still!” Johnny cut in “ Ok, Ok, yes, yes, I can get this done and I will get at it right away but there is just one thing I need to do first. I just need to eat and I have no money now. Can you please make me something to eat Mother?”