Crash and burn
Guts get churned
Mind gets turned
Gotta learn
See with eyes
Never cry
See the heart
Torn apart
Time heals all
Big and small
Still takes a toll
While it rolls
Do the right
Strong day & night
End the plight
Of heartless blight
Crash and burn
Guts get churned
Mind gets turned
Gotta learn
Death in my heart
Torn apart
I am alive
But barely
You wanted to go
I let you
You forced me
I am alive
But barely
Thoughts of words passed
Where love seemed real
Was it?
Or was it only me?
I am alive
But barely
I wish I could erase
You from my mind
Let it go easy
But my love was real
I am alive
But barely
I dreamed we were together
Happy again like before
Woke up and faced reality
I am alive
But barely
Facing life without you
Is hard as hell
Hell created by words
So you could go
Doesn’t make it easier
I am alive
But barely
Time heals all
Wish it went faster
This pain is unbearable
But there is no going back
You don’t love me anymore
I am alive
But barely
Break my heart in two
Did it feel good?
Did it make you high?
Did it fill you with pride?
To rip me up inside
Love is a dirty word
Coming from your lips
Love isn’t pain
You stupid fucking drip
Have the guts to walk away
Not rip me in two before that day
Speaking your evil words of pain
Force me to send you away.
How could you do this to me
Leave me trashed and broken you dweeb
Just so you could run free
You didn’t have to force me on my knees
Make my heart bleed.
To be free.
Decades gone and no respect
Living in a destitute crypt
Sad displays of evil piss
Repetitive degrading hiss.
I’ll survive it’s true
But you could have been true blue
Giving me what I deserve
After loving and respecting you.
You didn’t have to try to break me in two
Especially after all I did for you.
